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	<title>Peterismyplaymate's Journals</title>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>Distance Between Stars</title>
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	    <issued>2009-01-22T06:46:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2009-01-22T06:46:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2009-01-22T06:46:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<p><img src="http://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b184/S_E_D/l_a9c38e4aa798e0164103fe476498acba.jpg" border="0"><br></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="" lang="EN-US">Canadian quartet Distance Between Stars are everything that a pop-punk&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;p&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b184/S_E_D/l_a9c38e4aa798e0164103fe476498acba.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;&quot; lang=&quot;EN-US&quot;&gt;Canadian quartet Distance Between Stars are everything that a pop-punk quartet should be. With their high energy onstage and off, it&#226;€&#153;s easy to see where they get their loyal following in the local Hamilton scene. Their catchy lyrics are sure to get stuck in your head, with music that reminds one of fellow Canadian music darlings &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.teganandsara.com/&quot;&gt;Tegan and Sara&lt;/a&gt; and Tennessee rockers &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.paramore.net/&quot;&gt;Paramore.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;&quot; lang=&quot;EN-US&quot;&gt; &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;&quot; lang=&quot;EN-US&quot;&gt;But there&#226;€&#153;s also something very distinct in Distance Between Stars. After their original singer parted ways in 2008, DBS have finally secured their lineup with Dondrea Erauw (vocals), Thomas Brow (guitar), Mike Mitchell (drums), and Mike Wilson (bass). Dondrea&#226;€&#153;s vocals flow easily over solid guitar chords, providing any listener with a breath of fresh air. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;&quot; lang=&quot;EN-US&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;&quot; lang=&quot;EN-US&quot;&gt;Distance Between Stars have shared the stage with the likes of Lights, Bayside, ill Scarlet, Hostage Like, The Reaspm. The Junction, Arise and Ruin, The Salads, Sydney, and many others. The band has also won awards on garageband.com, including Track of the Day for June 30th, 2007, and Best Female Vocals in Pop Punk for the week of July 2nd, 2007. With their previous musical achievements and an upcoming tour for their newly released EO, it won't be long before Distance Between Stars take centre stage.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br&gt;Listen to:&lt;br&gt;Where We Should Be&lt;br&gt;Edge of My Beginning&lt;br&gt;On the band's &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.myspace.com/distancebetweenstars&quot;&gt;myspace&lt;/a&gt;.]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>Caged</title>
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	    <issued>2008-12-21T14:23:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-12-21T14:23:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-12-21T14:23:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[I&nbsp;am locked in a Prison.<BR>I am being led by the hand into a brightly lit white room. The curtains are&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[I am locked in a Prison.&lt;BR&gt;I am being led by the hand into a brightly lit white room. The curtains are wide open, the windows shut. There are not bars on the windows, but I know that the alarm will go off if someone so much as touches them. The white room is decorated with a wooden coffee table and several lime green sofas. They look so soft; as if you would sink right into one and disappear within its folds. I would like to test this theory sometime, maybe even right now or as soon as I am alone. Snow falls silently outside, and I feel the strong urge to run outside this instant to jump in it but of course I resist.&lt;BR&gt;I would not want them to think I was crazy.&lt;BR&gt;The person who led me into this room is a middle aged woman named Gloria. She is shorter than me, and I can tell that she isn&#226;€&#153;t exactly thrilled to be here with me either. Her hair is strawberry and she is smiling as she shows me around the mental institution.&lt;BR&gt;&#226;€&#156;This is the common room,&#226;€&#157; Gloria says, gesturing around the room as if that is supposed to mean something to me. I take in the rest of the setting; board games stacked underneath the coffee table, a bookcase full of old looking volumes, and security cameras in every corner. &#226;€&#156;You will probably be spending most of your time in here when you are not in therapy, dinning room, or when you are sleeping in your bedroom. Quiet time in your rooms begins at 9:30, and lights out is at 10:30.&#226;€&#157;&lt;BR&gt;Apparently I am a seven year old again.&lt;BR&gt;&#226;€&#156;Now, I need to go, but I will bring you to your room and let you unpack. You can meet the other boys at dinner in a couple hours. A nurse will come to bring you down or your roommate will come to show you there,&#226;€&#157; she says, still holding my hand. She begins to usher me out of the common room and presumably towards my bedroom.&lt;BR&gt;Home sweet home.]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>WHY ME?</title>
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	    <issued>2008-08-04T19:29:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-08-04T19:29:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-08-04T19:29:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<FONT size=1>
<P>[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:</P>
<DIR></FONT><B><FONT face="Comic&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;u still goin out with joe&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[Megan Elizabeth] So many thousands of feet off the ground says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial color=#800080 size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I don't know. I don't think so.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;ok thats juss weird u dont knwo u smashed&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[Megan Elizabeth] So many thousands of feet off the ground says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial color=#800080 size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;No, I cheated on him a couple days ago. I told him and I haven't talked to him since.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;with who&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[Megan Elizabeth] So many thousands of feet off the ground says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial color=#800080 size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;My friend's older cousin. You won't know him. He lives in Fort Erie.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;u gunna go with him &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[Megan Elizabeth] So many thousands of feet off the ground says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial color=#800080 size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;you mean go out with him?&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;yea&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[Megan Elizabeth] So many thousands of feet off the ground says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial color=#800080 size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;The fe guy? no. He's too old for me.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;did u fuck him&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[Megan Elizabeth] So many thousands of feet off the ground says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial color=#800080 size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;no&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;then what u do&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;make out and shit&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[Megan Elizabeth] So many thousands of feet off the ground says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial color=#800080 size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;yeah, basically.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;kool&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;do u wanna go out with me??&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[Megan Elizabeth] So many thousands of feet off the ground says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial color=#800080 size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Matt, I'm kinda having relationship problems right now. Do you really think this is the best time to ask me out?&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;well &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;idk but it seems like u guys r done i know joe alot better then u do hes done trst me&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;thats what i think ive known him for 3 years&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[Megan Elizabeth] So many thousands of feet off the ground says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=Arial color=#800080 size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I know, but still. Sorry, I just don't want a relationship right now. &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;[I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] [//.22.] [c=7] [a=2]XMattX[a=7] [c=7] [//.22.] [I] [T] [A] [L] [I] [A] says:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Comic Sans MS&quot; size=1&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;when its time u let me know&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt; &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;BIG&gt;&lt;B&gt;WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY???????????????????&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/BIG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;BIG&gt;&lt;B&gt;*SMASHES HEAD AGAINST KEYBOARD*&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/DIR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/BIG&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>She's Tied Together With A Smile, But She's Coming Undone</title>
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	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:2754311</id>
	    <issued>2008-07-27T22:00:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-07-27T22:00:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-07-27T22:00:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>I stood in front of my mirror at home. It was dark outside, nearly midnight, and my parents sleeping. The&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;I stood in front of my mirror at home. It was dark outside, nearly midnight, and my parents sleeping. The bathroom light was the only light on in the house.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I stood in front of the full length mirror, but I was staring at my feet, avoiding the girl in the mirror. I was mad at her, and was putting off having to see her for as long as possible. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I let my gaze drift upwards to where the mirror started. An inch of my stomach was visible between my shorts and my tank top. I turned to the side, still gazing in to the mirror, to see my profile. I've lost weight, about 15 pounds since I started hgih school last year. But it was not good enough. No, it would not due. I am going to have to try harder.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;My eyes slowly drift up to my chest, and I let my gaze keep rising upwards until I am staring at my chin. I let my eyes graze my lips, nose, cheeks. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I stop at the bags under my eyes, something I had usually covered up with make up, but had washed off after dinner when I went to have a shower. My gaze slowly travels upward, until I am staring at the blue colour of my eyes. I try to make my gaze, force my gaze, to travel upwards and stare directly in to my own pupils, directly in to the black hollowness, but I cannot do it. When I try, when I am about to hit the rim of the black, my gaze rebounds and hits the floor again.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I step away from the mirror and turn off the light. I slowly walk to my bedroom, being careful with each step, and I lay in my bed, pulling the blanket high over my head and burying my face in the pillow. I do not look back at the girl in the mirror. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Not once. I do not know if I will be able to do so ever again.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt; &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Title Credit to Taylor Swift's &quot;Tied Together With A Smile&quot;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>Cross My Heart</title>
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	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:2539331</id>
	    <issued>2008-06-18T13:00:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-06-18T13:00:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-06-18T13:00:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>Today was one of those gross days where it starts out sunny and then somewhere around lunchtime it starts raining,&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;Today was one of those gross days where it starts out sunny and then somewhere around lunchtime it starts raining, but no one notices because they're locked inside a classroom.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;But that's okay. Today was my last day of school. I just have to go on Friday and Monday for a couple hours for my math and science exams. But TECHNICALLY, schools out. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;I'm in a rare happy-go-lucky mood right now. I'm usually cheerful, but right now I feel infectious, like if you come too close you'll catch my happiness or something as odd as that.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Because today, I kissed him in the rain.&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>Fear</title>
	    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://peterismyplaymate.buzznet.com/user/journal/2518561/"/>
	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:2518561</id>
	    <issued>2008-06-14T17:52:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-06-14T17:52:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-06-14T17:52:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>This is a subject I've touched upon before, but I think I'm afraid of being in love.<BR>The only reason I'm&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;This is a subject I've touched upon before, but I think I'm afraid of being in love.&lt;BR&gt;The only reason I'm afraid though, is because for the first time ever I think I am. Whenever I feel self-concious or mad or angry or just plain moody, my boyfriend always seems to know the right things to say to make me smile.&lt;BR&gt;But it's not like we agree on anything. Ever. We're not happy unless we're arguing, making fun of each other, or making fun of someone else. We're both geeks, and he's the most awkward person I know.&lt;BR&gt;Today, he said the sweetest thing ever to me, and I wanted to tell him, but I didn't. I think it's because I really do love him. And if I don't love him yet, I think I could.&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>Swan Diving Off Of The Deep End Of My Tragic Cigarette (A Dr Seuss Rip-off)</title>
	    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://peterismyplaymate.buzznet.com/user/journal/2446041/"/>
	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:2446041</id>
	    <issued>2008-06-01T18:02:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-06-01T18:02:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-06-01T18:02:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>I wrote this in science class for my friend Daani Bee. She's going to rehab this summer, so I'm making&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;I wrote this in science class for my friend Daani Bee. She's going to rehab this summer, so I'm making this into a book for her to take. I like it, so I thought I'd share it with you guys. &lt;BR&gt;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Twas yesterday, maybe eons before; there was a small city of potheads galore&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;And out on the rooftops resounded a geeh, originating from young Daani Bee.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;She watched the green slumps, the blue neighbourhood humps&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;And thought &#226;€&#152;Maybe I&#226;€&#153;ll give it a see.&#226;€&#153;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;For her boyfriend and buddies were into this trend; Daani herself would not try to pretend. She was curious of this small burning substance that littered her town with malicious abundance.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;So she paid her co-worker, one back alley lurker&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;And instead of one hit tried three.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Then pretty pictures started sprawling, and the heeks started crawling.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;It was cool save staring, so Daani Bee stopped all caring.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Climbed onto the roof, a girl quite aloof&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Close to jumping right into the sea.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Undeterred she kept trying, new drugs whilst still buying.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Came problems quite fast, pleasure did not last.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;So Daani bought more goodies from dealers hiding behind hoodies.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Varieties like speed, consistent like weed,&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;She bought new shit like LSD.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;As her problems started piling, deeper and deeper, Daani thought to herself &quot;I think cigs are a keeper.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I can have a little puff when no one will huff.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;They calm me and they seem really cool.&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;But Daani didn&#226;€&#153;t know she was playing the fool.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;For cigarettes are deadly, which was something she was taught.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;She learnt it long ago with other things to be thought.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Yet she threw it away so she could spend all her days&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Smoking bought with those that lived with this craze.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Since she thought it was harmless and fun, she confessed to her friends under the summer sun.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&quot;Now it&#226;€&#153;s not a big deal, but I&#226;€&#153;ve been smoking at work.&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;But instead of joining, her friends went berserk!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&quot;Why would you smoke?&quot; asked a shocked Molotov. &quot;Don&#226;€&#153;t you know that it&#226;€&#153;s not a joke?&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&quot;But like I said, it&#226;€&#153;s not a big deal,&quot; chimed young Daani Bee, &quot;Please don&#226;€&#153;t fret, or I&#226;€&#153;ll surely keel.&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&quot;But that&#226;€&#153;s where you&#226;€&#153;re wrong, young Daani Bee,&quot; peeped a friend Diamond. &quot;You&#226;€&#153;re not just hurting you, you&#226;€&#153;re hurting us three!&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&quot;That&#226;€&#153;s right!&quot; cried Molotov, &quot;We love you so much, the thought of you smoking makes my brain crunch!&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;So Diamond and Molotov did what any friends would do, and I&#226;€&#153;m sure it&#226;€&#153;s the choice you would pick too.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;They wrote her notes for support, filling yellow papers with love. The words flowed so easily they seemed sent from above.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;When Daani discovered them she cried out with glee. Her next words were inspirational, for you and for me.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&quot;Oh my friends, my dear sweet friends,&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Crazy till the very end,&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Thank you for my yellow notes,&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I promise I&#226;€&#153;ll try not to smoke.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I won&#226;€&#153;t pay Kevin any money,&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I won&#226;€&#153;t laugh when things aren&#226;€&#153;t funny.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I won&#226;€&#153;t inhale then start to hack.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I won&#226;€&#153;t smoke pot, meth, cigs, or crack!&quot;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;It wouldn&#226;€&#153;t be easy to quit, this she knew, &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;But armed with her notes it didn&#226;€&#153;t seem impossible to do.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;She ignored Kevin and her breathing grew easier.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;And to those around her, she became quite the pleaser. When times got hard and she was craving a smoke, she stuck to her notes and managed to float. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Love was her drug, she laughed and she hugged. Smiles replaced her twitch, &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;And I think we can agree, it was a worthy switch.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;So let this be a lesson to those young and those sly:&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Smoking can kill, and we dare not lie.&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>Rambling before I go to school....</title>
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	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:2393831</id>
	    <issued>2008-05-22T03:44:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-05-22T03:44:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-05-22T03:44:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<DIV>Dear World,<BR>I just went through my couch looking for spare change. As cliche as they may sound, I am writing&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;DIV&gt;Dear World,&lt;BR&gt;I just went through my couch looking for spare change. As cliche as they may sound, I am writing here to tell of my spoils. I was pretty damn excited when I found a quarter, so you can imagine the indescribable euphoria I experienced after dislodging a toonie from within the deep dark abyss. I also found 2 guitar picks, a fake nail, and a pog. Does anybody remember pogs?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Love Always,&lt;BR&gt;Liz&lt;/DIV&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>Ramblings Of An Insomniac</title>
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	    <issued>2008-05-14T12:23:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-05-14T12:23:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-05-14T12:23:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P><FONT face="Times New Roman">It started with a handgun, loaded with excuses.</P>
<P>It's late, 4a.m. to be exact, but I cannot sleep.&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=&quot;Times New Roman&quot;&gt;It started with a handgun, loaded with excuses.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;It's late, 4a.m. to be exact, but I cannot sleep. I roll over in bed, so that I am facing the window that I have left open. The warm night air blows in and sweeps across my face. I close my eyes, and wait for sleep to consume me. Hours seems to pass as I lay in the dark, the wind playing with my hair, willing myself to sleep. It seems to whisper to me, calling out promises of summer and warmth and sleep. Glorious, &lt;I&gt;glorious&lt;/I&gt; sleep. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I open my eyes, and then I glance at the alarm clock that is placed beside my bed. The red numbers stare down at me. 4:03. How pitiful.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I know that this can't be healthy, considering I am a teenager who needs her sleep. But then again, I come late to half my health classes, so I am not one to talk. Maybe next time I'll pay attention instead of carving rude messages into my desk with a ruler.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I let out a sigh of frustration. Above my bed is a Beatles poster. It's their &lt;I&gt;Abbey Road&lt;/I&gt; album cover, the one where Paul isn't wearing any shoes. I like to just lay in bed sometimes, and wonder why John could have let himself look so homeless, and why I like George's jeans so much. I find nothing wrong with Ringo, although I doubt he'd take my critisim seriously anyway. He seems like he'd be the most laidback of everyone. Besides, if I ever got the chance to meet him, I wouldn't get the chance to talk to him anyway because I would have feinted immediatly after spotting him.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I roll over so that I am facing the wall opposite my window. It is covered with posters, the more popular ones being of bands like Fall Out Boy and The Beatles. A few magazine cutting litter the walls, mostly from Alternative Press, but they are more difficult to make out in the dark. They aren't any help to me. I am still just as awake as I was earlier today when I was at school, listening to teachers drone on about things that I did not need to know; things like ultimate frisbee and voltage.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;My heart still hurts.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;As a last resort, I move so that I am laying on my stomach with my head hanging over the side of the bed. I feel the blood rush to my head as I search under my bed, but I ignore it. I find what I am looking for, and sit cross legged on my bed, pulling out an old, battered shoebox.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I reach over and then I turn on the lamp that sits on my night stand. The rooms is engulfed with light, and it makes my head spin. I squint until I can see, squeezing my eyes shut again every few seconds. I wonder how long I have until my father storms in, demanding I turn off the light and go back to sleep. I decide that it's worth it anyway.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Inside are pictures of my old friends and I. I look through them, smiling at our faces and laughing silently at old memories. Now, they seem almost too good to be true. I have not seen any of them since I started high school. My friends and I promised each other that we would all stay in touch, visit each other, e-mail each other.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;Neither my old friends nor I did any of these things. My old friends and I did not even attempt them. &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>Fitting a square inside a circle</title>
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	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:2340151</id>
	    <issued>2008-05-11T17:15:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-05-11T17:15:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-05-11T17:15:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>I have just had one of the best weekends in one of the most beautiful places I've been to in&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>peterismyplaymate</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;I have just had one of the best weekends in one of the most beautiful places I've been to in what seems like forever. I just got back from Circle Square Ranch, which is a riding camp. I'm not much of a horse person, but it was one of those things where you didn't really need to know what you were doing. Which is good, considering I didn't.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;On Friday night my friends Alanda, Brittany 1, Brittany 2, Jessie, Sam and I arrived at about 6:30. We dropped our stuff off at this covered wagon we were going to be sleeping in. After that, we headed down to the barn, where we got horses and met this worker Curtis, who was taking us on our trail ride. My horse's name was Flash. She was a real sweetie. She was a really light beige, with caramel spots all over her. She was nice to me, which is more than I can say for some of the other horses. My friend Jessie's horse bit her after the ride, and her hand was purple the whole weekend.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;After our trail ride we went and slept in our wagon, which actually is as weird as it sounds. There were bunk beds inside of it though. There's a picture of one of them hiding inside of my main album, if you have no idea what I'm talking about.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;When we woke up, I went out and took some more pictures. I'm going to be posting them all through the week because I have about a million and seven. I rolled down quite a few dandilion-infested hills with my equally hyper friends, so I was literally yellow when I was done.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;After that, we went rock climbing. I failed, considering my fear of heights. I got to the top of the easy one twice, but I could only get halfway up on the harder one. I guess that's okay, depending on which way you look at it. My shoulders still hurt from it though. Oh well.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;After that, we went to archery. &lt;FONT face=&quot;Times New Roman&quot;&gt;This guy named Richard was teaching us. It was funny. When we had to leave because our session was over and a new group was coming, I got up to leave and he was all &quot;NO! STAY! *cough cough* I mean, er, if you want to.&quot; It was cute, and it made me smile. So I stayed, and we talked for another couple hours. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;But now I am home, and I'm tired. How was everyone else's weekend?&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;]]></content>
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